Haunted

Did you ever feel haunted by your own past and memories? 

Dreaming the same dream for weeks? 

Ever felt disturbed by it, did you ever wake up with the feeling of being torn away from some 

kind of paradise and thrown into the icy pits of doom?

I just wonder what this dream is trying to show me? That I have missed my one shot at love completly? 

Is there more than one opportunity for real love?

What does real love mean?

It sounds like the typical Christian way of life: One love, one truth, one way- period.

I won't believe in that, there is more than ONE!

But why does it feel so weird then?

Why did every other time I fell in love never felt so right than this ONE time?